Wednesday, August 19, 2015
i want a cushion
what if....i'm not really crushing it?
this is the last week of summer of my life. i want to sleep all day and call my pets different racial slurs.
this is my almost 14th celibate month. a penile implement has not been in my vajina in 13 months and 27 days. i don't even know how to talk talk sex.
i'm starving
...
fuckin hot
.
.
.
.
.
.
i suck and no one
you don't know how to have a conversation with me,
but
i'm the child.
this is the last week of summer of my life. i want to sleep all day and call my pets different racial slurs.
this is my almost 14th celibate month. a penile implement has not been in my vajina in 13 months and 27 days. i don't even know how to talk talk sex.
i'm starving
...
fuckin hot
.
.
.
.
.
.
i suck and no one
you don't know how to have a conversation with me,
but
i'm the child.
retain enough insecurity to be vulnerable.
yesterday we went to the lake and i forgot it wasnt a date. we took off our clothes and i was nervous and you were nervous. i didn't want to finish unbuttoning my shirt over my bathing suit. the american apparel suit i was wearing makes me look more naked then when i'm actually naked. the sides were so high cut; a sliver of my actual literal vagina (pubic mound) was permanently 'exposed'.
i forgot after a while but then i felt our heads buoy up at the same time and it was raining and i can't believe i don't have more to say about this. i felt myself wanting you and you feeling sort of kind of the same.
is that really what computers used to look like
i dont want people reading my ideas
get in the front seat
oh darling,
help me with something.
yesterday we went to the lake and i forgot it wasnt a date. we took off our clothes and i was nervous and you were nervous. i didn't want to finish unbuttoning my shirt over my bathing suit. the american apparel suit i was wearing makes me look more naked then when i'm actually naked. the sides were so high cut; a sliver of my actual literal vagina (pubic mound) was permanently 'exposed'.
i forgot after a while but then i felt our heads buoy up at the same time and it was raining and i can't believe i don't have more to say about this. i felt myself wanting you and you feeling sort of kind of the same.
is that really what computers used to look like
i dont want people reading my ideas
get in the front seat
oh darling,
help me with something.
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