so i had this dream last night: ***disclaimer: i acknowledge that the 2 things no one cares about save f0r their own are dreams and poetry**

kurt cobain dressing as an elderly woman in order to acquire crack (or money of crack?? maybe just the crack i didn't really elaborate for myself mid-dream) as his crack addiction becomes more and more consuming, his state deteriorates to the point where he is recognizable as a crack addicted man despite the elderly lady outfit and makeup.


i want to write  a short film screenplay where a man (not kurt cobain) goes through the same thing but maybe instead of crack it could be a drug that's less 'hokey'. like crack is just lame at this point. heroin can still be sexy (see: heroin chic) if you've somewhat got ur shit together. but crack use is comedic (ironic crack use could be a funny thing??) maybe something like keyboard cleaner or nitrous?? (..are they the same?

am i motivated enough to write a screenplay???