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how many chocolate kisses do i have to eat before someone confronts me and my 'problem'. at work intervention organized by me for me. coworkers will offer me time off w pay in exchange for not coming to work because my quiet depressing presence is rly depressing and they can tell i'm silently hoping for someone to rob the bank so i can go home early.

currently working at the drive-thru at the location near walmart. my coworkers are very pretty and young and have small children. i feel bad for them but they are happier than i am i think.